He cares

Its cold, it's dark, it's dreary
I hear whispers saying, "Come on deary"
I remember what happened to me
and a boy starting with the letter T

He  was a nice guy, so they said
The cutest guy around, so I've heard
He invited me to a party which lasted till dawn
The kind with drunk kids puking on the lawn

That night, I snuck out of bed
All gussied up and with money to spend
When I reached the curb, I tripped and fell
Not a sign of a bad omen, my mind dispelled

I reached the party, dressed up and feeling fly
Not knowing that very soon, my end was nigh
I saw him, the T-guy, sitting at the bar
Beckoning me to join him, we wasn't that far

I sat by him,feeling good and sipped my drink
Soon, I started feeling like I was going to sink
Into a dark abyss with pain and sorrow
With no bright future or a good tomorrow

I woke up, glad it was a nightmare
But the pain that followed was more than I could bear
That I slipped back into the dark
To the place where I wasn't blemished and had no mark

But sadly, this was not the case
For I was made to lose face
Rape, rape was what happened to me
At the party, for the whole world to see

I hear it again, "Come on deary"
Come out of the cold, dark and dreary
I will lift you up and conquer your fears
Just know that Jesus cares

Thoughts of a daydreamer...

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Have you ever:
- thought about how God looks at you from Heaven, whether He is smiling or frowning intently on your deeds?
-wished for something soo hard with a pure heart but it just never came to be?
-wished you had that guy (or gal) but just restrained yourself because of your values and because you stand in Christ?
-planned to do soo many things but when it came to the time you actually had to do it, you literally got cold feet (and hands) and discouraged yourself?
-learnt so much and you think you've excelled in the papers yet when it came, you actually had the lowest?
-loved a subject so much yet perform quite abysmally in it and you didn't understand?
-been pressurized subliminally to do something or to be like someone so you could fit in society?
-thought you loved someone so much and prayed everyday to God for the guy to ask you out but He never did grant that request (for quite so obvious reasons...)
-actually fallen for a guy/girl who seems so right for you (and he does think so too) but you're all wrong for each other because (s)he's.....
-feel so good about being a part of every event in school or work yet when you sit back, someone's doing the same and is in the limelight because she was a wee bit more talented than you?
-wondered how the rich live without giving to the poor and how they feel??
-imagined yourself to do something out of the norm in the society or family but thinks twice about it because it would hurt them??
-felt so left out in the little bubble you are in because other people are doing things you can't, going places you can't, have all the rides, the fame,  the charisma, intellect, girls/guys?
-why there always seems to be electric sparks flying off you and him/her yet you both act cool to each other and pretend it's not there?
-thought about the person you were going to be with for the rest of your life and whether love and marriage would be easy because of all the negative things you've heard?
-wonder if you would be able to do everything you want to do in your lifetime..80 years does seem too short when you spend a quarter on childhood, a tenth on learning and a quarter taking care of your family until they are ready to spread their wings and leave their nest?
-thought about all the crazy things you could do if you were not a Christian, say trapping men into sin by flirting and so many other iniquities?
-wish you were a bird and just fly off to wherever you wanted to go to the extent that you constantly dream about flying?
-wondered why long distance relationships never work out and then you realise why they don't when you actually are in one?
-Try to be the best person you can be yet when comparing to your past, you're pretty much the same or worse?
-Just thought, one day, someday you might be someone big??

 Have you ever just thought outside your thinking cap???